i have just arrived today......it feels a bit weird coming back from teh city ay......feel happy to be here but also sad to say goodbye to the girls.....ted picked me up....he is leaving in one month. he says he is ready to go and restart his life....its funny coz i feel pretty sad that he is going. who will i talk to now? haha.....no really actually, i was thinking that, who am i going to drink with after work and gossip to on the weekends? ahh life.....susan is sad...i can tell ay. she looks so down and tired, i feel so sorry for her. i dont know what to say.